my week...

wow... been a busy week ya of work ya... also attended chi and chin's wedding on sat... really happy for these 2 friends... the wedding is so sweet and full of blessings and surprises! i wish my 2 friends everlasting love!

on sat... i realised someone else has left church too... hmmm... unexpected... but as u grow in years... you also began to realise that moving on and changes are inevitable in life so.... hmmm...

next week gonna be a busy week too.. but i hope it would not be as busy as this week! haven't had time to rest and do any artwork... i wanna do some artwork ya.... haha... but i was lazy to go for oil painting... but in the end i spent quality time with my family... so it was good... haha...

gonna have a meeting with my prospective supervisor on Tuesday... hmmm... hopefully i do ok ya... looking back... i know God has watched over me throughout the first semester of my course... thank you dear friends for your prayers... pls cont to pray for me! as i need it!

a 9-9 day! haha!

hehe... i should be asleep by now... after working from 9-9! wow! 12 hours! hehe... in front of a com throughout! faint... hehe... but i am too full after eating supper with J, V & WS! hehe.... had a lot of food man... crow now i know why u say u tend to eat alot in office! it's to keep one awake! hehe... thank God teaching was not like that... haha...

well... we also talk abt school over supper today... our worries... anxieties... dissatisfactions... hehe... hmm... but in me everything is still ok ya... and i really think it will be ok as in we will do ok one! 船到桥头自然直! am i getting too complacent? well i think not lah... it's more like getting contented? hmm... but it's a thin line... i guess it also abt not being too complicated for me... yup....

hehe... ok... dun think too much at such a time! i'm having more and more white hair liao! jia lat ah! better go lie down and rest! though i am still very full! shouldn't have eaten so much! faint! and to ade, crow and fang! 'meeting u' was just a figure of speech! to tell my readers that i wanna meet them! but who else reads my blog other than u guys! so it is meeting u all! haha! so DROP your idea of grilling me! haha!

i wish there's more time for me this week... maybe i was trying to do too many things that i should drop some....

dotting.... dotting...

went for tuition today... C did not make much progress as usual... me feel like giving up soon.. i mean why drag myself to wake up but i cant seem to be able to help her? must i put in more effort? have i lost the passion for teaching? hmm...

then went for oil painting class... missed one whole month of lessons due to assignments... so not much progress... but i want to finish soon! man! it's taking forever! oh and the class has a lot of new faces! wow!

gonna sleep soon.... hehe.... tmr got work! glad to have some pocket money to spend! hehe... savings is truly depreciating... some more with all the woo haas caused by economy crisis! faint! i am a poor little rich girl... hehe... u know what i mean... hehe....

last words: jass is having some thoughts... and she is beginning to fall in love with jazz! hehe... that's her sign name too!

dedicated to my class...

i have learnt so much from each one of you... thank you for all your support and help...

my hols... the beginning... hehe... and the planning...

hee... it's the beginning of hols! went to work these two days... so haven't had time to really think abt what i gonna do during hols... but i think it is good to start! if not i will never start and hols will be over before i knew it! hehe.....

so let's see.....

1. Watch Madagascar! every time i see it... i miss Jon so much.... want to watch with him so much... but silly me... Jon would have watched it many times in heaven before it start showing here!

2. Apply for scholarship! must go thru the application!

3. Send email for clinical supervision and confirm a place! i can do it!

4. Christmas pressies!

5. My wish list! haha!

6. Pick up jogging again!

7. Read the untouched readings!

8. Finish my novel! (no time to read at all during sem)

9. Part time work! Yeah got income! hehe! oh tmr is last lesson with **! Yippie! hehe! wanna take this hols to help tuition kid too! she got 12 marks for her Math! faint! pls dun ask me 12 out of what ah! i wanna faint lah! but i know it will take time! i will persevere! Ms Chen on the way! haha....

10. Watch all the dramas i have missed!

11. Finish my oil painting! dun want to carry on with the same painting in 2009! faint!

12. Meet up with u! yes u! hehe....

Well... well... quite a lot... hehe... so i should not be bored or lazy and nua too much... but still let me nua a little...hehe....

yeah!!!!!

hehe... it's finally the hols! hehe... yippie! went to work today! thank God for the job! haha... if not i will be so nua...

haha... can finally let me poor brain rest a little now.... it's been a journey for so much learning, reflecting, reading and writing! wow! but it is quite fast! sem 1 is over le! hehe..... really thank all who have supported me and helped me in one way or another... i know there is still alot to do... currently looking at my clinical supervision now... man... but dun wanna push myself too hard lah... haha... not for this week... hehe... i think i deserve some rest too! hehe....

gonna be back to blog more! bur for now... i think this is sufficient! and back to the email for clinical supervision!

oh.... here's a short video of my book! hehe.....

hee....

hehe... was doing my children's book... pg 9 out of 20! gosh... when i came across this... hehe... i wanna read Peanuts comics! it has so much things abt life in it.....

oh yeah... and i found the moods thingy that you can post on your blog! yup so cool! haha... yes and now i am stressed cos i have a children's book, a research proposal, an exam and 2 presentations all happening in one week! faintz! can someone tell me i can make it? haha...

taking a break... a short one!

just took more than 2 hrs to edit and format my group assignment in APA style... phew... gonna continue with Yalom paper... but thought i take a break... to blog! haha... it's good to slow down even when u r supposed to be on bullet train now! hehe...

over these few months.... i have learnt a lot abt myself... sometimes it can be quite scary and threatening to do so... haha... but i know it is good... very good in fact... today my lecturer says that i am really quiet! and one of my classmates made that comment too! haha... bish! am i really quiet? hehe... hmm... that was also an issue i talked abt during therapy... haha... so i guess i am! hehe... but i din do that on purpose... just that i guess that is my nature... at first i struggled alot being quiet... i mean what if my classmates feel i dun care or i can't be bothered! hehe... but i am not! ya really... it was not intentional... it was natural... cl says that it would be good for me to learn to accept myself... i guess i did! and i think furthermore as i get comfortable with my classmates... i'm beginning to show more of my true self! which is becoming more quiet! haha... faint... but perhaps it is not too healthy! i must learn to talk too! i mean i gonna have to talk alot more next time in my profession! saying the right thing at the right time! so i better start now! hehe... i admire those who can do so naturally! hehe...

btw... with my mom... i think it is 雨过天晴了... but it is still a learning process...

ok... back to Yalom now!