真是五个字。。。

为何这么忙?

indeed!

when you teach... you reach out to the multitudes!

a super flat jass....

super discouraged at work... I don't think it is just the students... teachers play a part too... classroom management and teachers' capacity to contain students' needs and bursting energy is important... really... what else can I do to help?

感动。。。

你要好好地去飞, 不需要对于我想念。。。

it has been a hard day for jass...

今天真的是好累。。。 让我觉得自己已经成为压抑私人感情的高手。。。但是我仍然要感谢天父派来帮助与支持我的天使。。。 没有他们。。。我应该已经崩溃了。。。

又再一次面对伤痛的日子。。。

本以为有工作的寄托会比较好。。。 但没想到一踏进学校， 眼泪就不受控制地直流。。。

 

为什么？ 已经是第三个了。。。

 

我好埋怨天父。。。 虽然我知道他们都在天国过着开心地日子。。。

sigh... why...

in addition to an incident that happened many years ago, there are now two incidents that i guess will be located in the unhappy and unwanted zone in my memory...

why did it has to happen? sigh...

i guess it will never be resolved just like that last incident that remains a "mystery" till today... i guess i just have to forget about it and move on...

i wish i never see it... never hear it... never encounter it...

please be gone...

dur!

maybe S is right... he does see us no up is it! I will fight for my clients! okay.. I shall not personalize things! dur! arggghhh!

bleah!

 

indeed...

"sometimes you have to take a leap of faith, the trust will come later"...
and Superman did...

missing..

other than missing Ian and Jon lately... I also miss being on vacation... meaning taking a plane and fly away to somewhere out there...

first day of work from home!

hee... thank God and my boss for the new scheme in support of work-life balance! I had a good day of work from home! started the day with a morning run! shiok!

yet an active mind...

I thought that i will sleep early today... but I am still awake at this hour!

think there are reasons for it.. had a 2.5 hour session with a parent today... the work with the child client is really not easy... I wished certain things did not happen to her...

as I looked through the many artworks of my clients in preparation for a training that I am doing next week... the progress my clients have made became so clear to me... yet I have not been seeing it! and has been doubting or lamenting on the work that I am doing...

dont't get me wrong... it is not that I don't enjoy my work.. in fact I love it and I know it is a privilege to be in this profession... but it does get trying at times... when I need to crack my tiny brain hard to find ways to be effective and be of true help to my clients...

from the images just now... I am reminded that the work takes time... it is definitely not a quick fix... but there will be baby steps to the bigger fixes... So NEVER GIVE UP!

on another note... I watched Child of Rage again... Tears well up everytime I watch it...

I hope I can sleep....

aarghhh!!!

stupid train system spoilt my morning! how can you have the trains at 5mins apart during peak hours! simply unacceptable! aaaarrrggghhhhh!!! irritated!

indeed...

If you honor God, God will honor you...

...

...

If i honor God, God will honor me...

being a good parent...

a sentence my friend whom is a mother told her 7-year-old son: "I love you but you have to face the consequence"..

I think this is a very powerful thing for a parent to say to a child... Giving unconditional love but allowing the child to learn...

I think this is what our Father in heaven will say too...

jass to jass...

is it age? what is happening to you? why do you always feel tired recently?

gambatei!

虽然今天特别累。。。 有如行尸走肉般。。。 但我知道也相信雨过必然会天晴。。。 加油！

starting with a prayer... AMEN!

last week @ work has been busy... this week is simply trying... Lord grant me courage and strength to help my students... grant me peace and clarity of mind to make good decisions... grant me wisdom and discernment to know what is happening for my students... grant me emotional strength to be a support for my students and their families...

i must not look like this all the time!

cute images from BABE!

 see! ducky and babe -  best buddies! :p

 who says ducks can't fly?

 small or big... ducky will fly!

though ducky may take longer...

我生病了... no-mc-record since 2013 no more le... Sob sob...

Fell quite sick this time... Doc says it is nose-throat infection... A virus... High temperature of more than 38.5 the whole of yesterday despite the medicine i took... Dropped slightly today... Abt 37.8..,

我想我的脑一定是被烧坏了... 整晚做了一堆奇怪的梦... from someone whom I have not dreamt of for ages... to a dinosaur... to ym and I climbing trees to escape from a dragon chasing us but could tell us to run away before he could not control himself and gave chase... 实在太奇怪了...

To the someone i have not dreamt for ages... 我最近刚好也读了你的 blog entry... 有一股冲动想跟你说你并非你所写的... 但是... 我自己的犹豫不决阻止了我...

希望自己快点好起来... 不要再生病了!!!