ah... haven't been blogging... there's actually a lot of stuff that can be blogged abt... but ah... haha i have been busy and thus lazy to blog too.. hehe...
oki first and foremost... i just got rid of a com table in my room! hehe... and make some space... but haha i still have alot of things! hehe... gonna donate my com tmr to an ex-student of mine... my ex-colleagues are doing a very meaningful project for this student... glad i can contribute a small part! hehe... using the word 'ex' seems funny... haha but yet it is true...hehe...
hmmm... did not go for clinical internship today... my first ml... hmmm... struggled a lot before i decided not to go in the end... i'm glad i made this decision... it is definitely part of self-care! i had a very bad headache last night... did not want to take panadol as i have been taking a lot lately... so tried to sleep early to make it go away... but it failed terribly... i turned and tossed in pain for an hour plus in bed... sleeping and awaking up... in the end still woke up to take panadol... the pain was then unbearable... think next time not gonna try le... will just take immediately... so due to the disturbed rest last night... i woke up feeling very tired and had a backache too... supposed to see 5 clients today... which i did not think i can pull thru... so the decided to rest... called the place quite late cos the first time i called the office was not opened yet... and when i set e alarm to wake up half and hour later... i set the alarm in pm mode! sigh... hope it would not affect my evaluation ah....
last week during therapy... cl celebrated my growth with me... though i was initially skeptical abt having to go thru weekly personal therapy... i now know it is much needed and it's definitely beneficial for me... really thank God for cl... i am now in the making of a cross-stitch for myself! haha... yup it is part of therapy... supposed to be a bday pressie for myself! haha.... i hope i can finish before my bday... progress is really slow ah! hehe.... but i am definitely falling in love with it! esp when i rem the purpose behind it!
haha yeah! there's no sch tmr! an extended rest from today... hee... this week is term break.. so strange to have term break in feb... hehe... but ah... only one day and one evening no class lah... still have internship... haha.... but ok i know... better than nothing! hehe... other than bringing the comp to the student's place... i want to start on my assignment which is due next week and also start on the cover letter for the scholarship application too... hehe... ya i finally decided to give it a try after giving up on it last year... hehe.. finally sort of got thru the online part.... now left with the hard copy sending! gambatei! yes indeed no harm trying... getting it would then be a bonus! hehe! and like crow says... if God wants me to have it... i will get it! haha... AMEN! though ah... haha... i have little faith.... oppppsss... hehe.... must have BIG FAITH! hehe....
the weeks to come gonna be packed with intense clinical internship and assignments... wow... rather scary ah... really need to gambatei! may the Lord grant me strength and wisdom!
