a gift for cl...

2nd day after thesis...

hehe... enjoyed my second day without thesis... though still have 2 papers and 2 presentations... and one of the papers is due on tues!

went for oil painting class... tada! below is my progress... super difficult to pain portraits!

painting-in-progress: after 4 lessons...

came home after lunching with ade... wanted to start on paper... but felt really tired... so took a nap... haha...

then amazingly woke up for a run! was really debating whether to do... but finally decided to!

it's been a mth since i last ran... die lah... how to do 21km at the end of the year? haha... told myself to at least do 6km today... which i did... hehe... but but disrupted due to the sudden downpour! but thank God i was under a bridge when it started raining heavily... so did not get too drenched... so waited for a while for the rain to stop... and got to checked my emails on phone! haha... the wonder of technology... rain got smaller to a drizzle after 15 mins or so... and i got to run in the drizzle! hehe... quite fun ya... not as bad though my shoes got wet after a few steps... haha... the water on the running tar path made it look so shiny and smooth to run! and could see the reflection of trees and the sky! cool! then as i ran... the rain stopped amazingly! hehe.. i even managed to stop by the fitness corner to do my 40 sit-ups before heading home! it was a blessed run! hee!

SUBMITTED!

FINALLY! after many days of hard work... sitting in front of my overworked laptop for more than 12 hours a day... I SUBMITTED MY THESIS this afternoon at 3pm! deadline is tonight at 12 am...

there are many people i wanna thank... but have yet to sms anyone... cos straight after i submitted... i left my place to come my classmate's place to help her with APA formatting and referencing... so it is like second round ah!

but well... i wanna take this opportunity to thank God... for my mom and peace at home! hehe... mom usually plays mj at home on some days which irritates me... but for last week and this week.. it was really minimal... and for the last few days i needed total concentration... there was no mj at al!!!!! really thank God ah... of cos thank my mom for cooking nice meals for me to perk me up and my bro for his intervals of entrainment... hehe... which ade will love to be entertained too!

next i wanna thank ade and crow for checking in on me here and there.... and spurring me on.... also wanna thank l and jie for proofreading for me despite being so busy already... hope they din vomit too much blood....

fairy well done! a little gift to myself!

on another note... still have 2 more papers and thesis presentation! so still have to do! but at least... THESIS is out for now! hopefully it is not out of sight, out of mind...haha....

a very nice song....

on another note... jass is so so so so so so tired....

thesis...

"我的论文是..." 竟有如 "我的理想是..." 的那一种感觉...

虽然近几个月很辛苦... 但过程的确让我更加了解艺术疗法...

haha... wonder why chinese? think i got sick of typing in eng that i just need to see chinese characters! haha... hmm... have been diligently working on thesis since i came back from oil painting... in fact has been working on it since thesis proposal in oct 2008! then doing the actual clinical work for a year... then now the writing... been pretty intense isn't it... haha... it's really hard work! and its the last lap now! hope i survive! and survive well!!!

reading reading....

such an apt image!

now that clinical internship is over... it is really just papers!

gosh... everyday i am reading more... and having new insights to my thesis... then writes more each day! when will finish! aiyo! papers overdose!

jie and L agreed to proofread my thesis for me! hope they dun vomit blood! haha... my thesis sup is simply.... hasn't reply till now... it's so delayed till i really kind of like dun want to give a **** abt his feedback... though i know i should look at them... but he is just so.....

jass gambatei!

gambatei, gambatei, gambatei!

jass is really at the final lap of her Masters race! (haha... such a nice race name... haha... oppss...) hehe... but really... finishing in less than a mth! though exhibition is in May... i am done with my art piece! haha... so proud of myself!

so must let the adrenaline cont to rush! thesis on 16th apr, final clinical supervision paper on 20th apr and journal paper on 27th apr... then done! ok... still got that silly concept proposal for the silly male artist lecturer...hahaha... then seriously done!

jia you, jia you, jia you! focus, focus, focus!

anything.... all after this period! haha!

生命中一个小小旅程杯。。。

今天。。。 我完成了生命中一个小小旅程杯。。。

that is...

816 hours of clinical internship hours!!! yes!!!

oil painting update!

hehe... wanna guess who are the subjects?

one of i's favourite songs...

indeed i is a child of BIG faith and he is in the Lord's army!

tgif...

watched a film today... the book of eli... found it quite a nice film... though it is fictitious... eli in the story went through all odds to protect the bible... even till a point he was humiliated and supposedly would die... he did not give up his faith and trusted God... eli said faith is something you don't see but you know it... in the end he returned to the Lord with his mission completed... and he said to the Lord... i have kept my faith, fought a good fight and finished the race...

also watched another documentary about david... a boy who lived in a bubble for 12 years of his life... due to a genetic disease that caused him to need to stay germ-free to stay alive... there are also more issues discussed in the documentary that was related to medical ethics etc...

in the spirit of Good Friday and having watched these 2 productions... i am thankful for so much God has blessed me with... a healthy body and a healthy mind... food to eat... a shelter for comfort... friends to talk to... and not having to actually need to worry about survival, safety and peace...

jass needs to learn to count her blessings and have more faith...

on another note... saw the beautiful moon tonite... missing i & j... and thanking God for both their beautiful and amazing lives...yet also wishing they are still here...