eventful!

haha i think i did a lot of things this weekend! perhaps it was due to what i shared in class on wed and also of cos my birthday! hehe...

let's see what i have done!

1. finished my case study paper!
2. jogged twice!
3. watched 2 movies!
4. celebrated my birthday on 5 different occasions! hehe... jass is blessed! thank you my dear friends!

but after all these... i need rest! slept at 5.30 am yesterday! was too active after all the eating and celebrating and catching up and being suanz! haha!

really thank God i don't have to burn midnight tonight to do the paper!

yawn... i need to sleep... i hope my legs will not ache ya!

a brand new week ahead with 1 observation and 1 more paper to write (due on the 30th!)

jass dun like f***b***!!! haha...

aiyo... i have to fly aeroplane le... apologies to my dearest friends- fang and crow...

my advisers went to confirm by bday celebration on f***b***! and i did not know! faint... imagine the shock i have when they sms me that they are meeting me on sat when i have already agreed to meet crow and fang! see! f***b*** got me into real trouble!

... sweat ah....

but in the end i have to 对不起 fang and crow... cos the advisers team is 9 members strong (including hui's little one)! so plus me is 10 of us! they will kill me of i dun meet them when they have reserved the night for me! some more even dear wen who flies can make it! faint....

so sorry fang and crow.... i value u all as much! but u r outnumbered...haha... even with ade also still outnumbered! abcd lost to advisers...cos they have more letters! haha... ok... lame... haha...

but i really thank each one of you for wanting to make this day a special day for me! in the midst of a major papers to write! faint....haha....

还是 jie 有远见... she meeting me tmr! then no one to fight with her! hehe...

now got to sms fang and crow... aiyo...

sigh...

sigh... ya i am really deeply saddened now...

there goes my new dress... which i really like it... it was love at first sight... but yet now it is gone! i din even get to see it for one last time! ARGHHHH!!!!

sigh... i really dun blame my mom... i mean what can i say... i should really appreciate my mom who does all the ironing for me.... and this is only the one time an accident has happened... so i really dun blame her... i just wish though that it has happened to another older piece clothing of mine... sigh...

i was already very sad when mom called me on the phone to tell me that she accidentally spoiled my dress while ironing it... she was multi-tasking... and little did she knew that the iron was simply too hot for my fragile dress... sigh... then on my way back... i was thinking if the hole isn't too big... i can use something to cover it! but....

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when i came home... my mom told me she threw it away le! cos she says i see le would be heart broken... ARGHHH!!!! i really wanted to see my dress even if it's for one last time!

sometimes we need closure to things... though one can say this is something so trivial that i should just move on.... without the closure... without the thought of trying to salvage it... it is just more difficult to move on and be ok... sigh...

goodbye my yellow penguin dress....

shopping spree!

hehe... jass bought 1 blouse, 1 pants and 3 dresses today!!! they were from 2 different shops! e original price amounts to nearly 400 bucks! hehe... but only paid $163.90 for all of them! haha... i felt like a celebrity in the shop in one of the shops where $124 was spent! trying out so many sets of clothes! hehe.... the sales personnel is very nice! of cos! she was hoping i would buy all! hehe! but their dresses are very nice! and is going at a super super super low price! i have also learnt to tie different knots today... it was so funny... when i came out of the fitting room... the lady look at the ribbon i have tied.. and told me... "let me do it for u".... after she did it... i was like! wah so nice!!!!! it really makes a difference ya! hehe...

so now jass is beaming with joy! hehe...

also met one of my ex-colleagues today... we left the school around the same time... so happy to see her! she looks so different!

jass is ok... hehe...

haha to all my friends who are reading my blog... just wanna let u all know that i am ok...

yup... in fact i need to learn to rejoice and claim my blessings... though i still get tired at times... hehe...

like i told ry... i'm just wondering y i am tearing so easily... getting touched very easily... any show can makes me feel touch... and the experiences in class... there were so many times i feel the tears welling up... but i dunno y! haha that's y....

on the other hand i am really doing well! haha... like what A says... i must be enjoying my life as a student! hehe... ya it's one of the best times i have experienced! and by God's grace... i have been doing well too... coping with my assignments... for majority of them i completed them one day before the deadline... and in terms of grades i am doing rather well too:) yup... haha... like typing my report card... but really i really thank God for all these... it's indeed a dream come true... i am learning so much at my internship though there were times i fumbled... or not knowing what to do.... or just get very drained... i still need to learn to count my blessings...

haha as i am doing my blog entry... the song goes singing on my tv... always look on the bright side of life! haha!

one of the happiest thing this week is that i have FINALLY completed my scholarship application! haha took so long to decide to do it and finally getting down to do it! now it's just waiting to be shortlisted for interview... i am ok... not really nervous... just giving a try... getting it would really be a bonus!

so jass is going to have a happy weekend despite having one assignment to complete! may you have a fabulous weekend too!

sigh.... why...

when i am so emotional and tearing so easily nowadays!

is there anything wrong with me?

hmm...

jass got drifted...

ah... i did not wake up to go service today... slept late last nite... was trying to finish the assignment... but i guess it is abt discipline too... sigh...

trying to write the last second part when i got stuck again... my mind drifted and thought abt many things....

thoughts...

why did u suddenly contact me again?

there are people i have probably hurt unintentionally... yet i cant rem who they are....

how would you want me to try to let u understand without being more blant? i think i have tried to let you know gently... yet it did not help!... hmm...

ok... back to paper now...