it has been a hard day for jass...

今天真的是好累。。。 让我觉得自己已经成为压抑私人感情的高手。。。但是我仍然要感谢天父派来帮助与支持我的天使。。。 没有他们。。。我应该已经崩溃了。。。

又再一次面对伤痛的日子。。。

本以为有工作的寄托会比较好。。。 但没想到一踏进学校， 眼泪就不受控制地直流。。。

 

为什么？ 已经是第三个了。。。

 

我好埋怨天父。。。 虽然我知道他们都在天国过着开心地日子。。。

sigh... why...

in addition to an incident that happened many years ago, there are now two incidents that i guess will be located in the unhappy and unwanted zone in my memory...

why did it has to happen? sigh...

i guess it will never be resolved just like that last incident that remains a "mystery" till today... i guess i just have to forget about it and move on...

i wish i never see it... never hear it... never encounter it...

please be gone...