道理。。。

我深信如果一个人对自己不好。。。 就一定要马上离开并逃得远远的。。。 没有什么的不忍心。。。 或不知道。。。 也没有什么的希望下一次他会对自己好一点。。。 即使要希望。。。 也要先离开。。。

幸福终究掌握在自己的手里。。。

没有人有权利让自己不开心。。。 除非那是自己应许的。。。

new oil painting!

hee... looking forward to my new painting! told ade i wanna paint in monochrome... but think i gonna change my mind! hehe.... like this pic... like the house... it feels heavenly... back to basics....

wow... clouds lei... but gonna paint till crazy! hehe...

i thot this looks arty! hee... took it in China... in fact all the pics are taken in China...

group session today...

the theme my classmate gave was 'a gift for yourself'.... e gift box is out of shape.... haha... balloons... been drawing a lot lately...

though i planned to process in class... i couldn't do it... nevertheless i know the painting process has helped me...

a good sunday :)

good news! hehe... 老师 says more or less ok liao... next week can finish! yeah can start new one liao! hehe... can u see e difference? haha... it's been so long... ade has been listening to all my complains today... hehe...

went for a run in the evening! thank God the rain stopped as i started running! hehe... 1 hr... think close to 7-8 km ba... based on timing... dunno exact distance cos ran outside... hehe... yellow ribbon run i am coming! not much time to run nowadays after sch started... seems like it is just once a week... hope i dun die at yellow ribbon run... hehe.... crow must wait for me! hehe...

on another note... listen to one of i and j's favourite songs today... it is still hard... but slowly...

dotting away again...

u don't see the difference rite? haha...

went back to oil painting! now with ade! hehe... gonna have fang too! we are having fun!

my poor hand...

thank God for ym who nursed my wound for me.. haha... call myself a first aider some more... just pasted a small plaster over it initially... ym wanted to faint... haha... then i say ya lah.. cos my cert expired liao... haha... now crow will never ask me to be first aider... haha...

i fell...

i went jogging today... was battling whether to go or not to go... in the end i did...

but barely jogged 3km and i fell! sigh... was not a bad fall... suffered some superficial wounds on the palm... had water... so could wash... but no tissue and plaster... so used my shirt to stop the blood...hehe...

well then ended up walking most of the journey back... except jogged another 1km when i felt the walking would take too long... at that time i felt so tired... so vulnerable... emotionally, physically and spiritually all down.... what an experience...

really dun like to fall down...

05 Aug 09 Group Theory Class...

me: this is my artwork but i'm not ready to share...

e: can we see the artwork again?

me: opppss... sorry... (lifts up my artwork)

e: (trying to see the little figure in the artwork)

me: yup that't me...

e: how does it feels letting go of the balloon?
me: i'm not ready to share...

ws: is there a significance with i and j?

me: i'm not ready to share... (gonna burst into tears soon)

the class finally moved on to someone... it's the first time i really felt not ready to share abt my artwork... cos i know i will soon burst into tears saying anything abt it... and it was the first day of class! faintz rite... ya... drawing it was already very difficult... nevertheless... i felt stronger and better after drawing it... fang asked me why... told her i dunno but i guess that's the process... perhaps i will feel more ready to share in this week's class...

today's record!

ran at the park today.... so could check exact distance....

i ran 8km in 1 hr 03 mins! hehe... 10km here i come! building up!

to fang...

the giraffe did not die! but need a friend to lend him a hand! hee!